Oh gosh, no talk and no wise words tonight. I forgot I promised to go to bed early and I'm already one hour late!
More stuff coming on Saturday!
P.S. I had a good day despite the rain. I hope you had a good one as well!
Friday, April 27, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Welcome
Hi people! I would like to welcome you to my new blog! I will be writing about my thoughts just about everything, mostly about happiness. Right now I feel like I'm not living my life, feeling moody and doing nothing and that's something I really want to fix. As many others I want to be successful, pretty, skinny, loved, and the list goes on... And actually my life is under control, I study at university, I have a job, I have an amazing boyfriend, I have a nice family and friends. Sometimes it's about much smaller things that I worry about but still they can be important too.
Right now it's the middle of the night and I should be sleeping. But very often I have this problem that I can not go to sleep, I haven't even tried to put my laptop away and turn the lights off. This makes me feel like my life is not in order and the next day I'm too tired to do anything; to clean the house, to study or even to meet friends. So I started thinking, what can I do? Well, the thing is that I should just force myself to bed early to start with. Tomorrow that's the first thing I promise to do! What I managed to do already tonight was to listen to music.
Yes, I said - listen to music. And you might think that is silly... Anyway, I found these older songs that my boyfriend has sent me like two years ago. I really like them, they make me happy. I think it is really important that I started listening to something that has a meaning and that I - not others - like. A thing some people, including me, sometimes do is that they listen to music that they think other will like, what makes them more cool. When I started thinking about this I realized that I do that unconsciously. I don't realize that a thing that I do to enjoy myself I actually do only if I think others would think highly of me. THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU SHOULD DO. Yes, I like these very popular brand new hits on the radio as well but it's not the real thing. Because now it's the moment to put my headphones on, close my eyes, just relax and forget about everything else. Everything. And I would like to add that I know there are (many many) people who know how to do that and they couldn't care less what others think. I'm proud of you! That's how I want to be like too.
Thank you and good night from Finland!
And just to show you I'm not ashamed...
Right now it's the middle of the night and I should be sleeping. But very often I have this problem that I can not go to sleep, I haven't even tried to put my laptop away and turn the lights off. This makes me feel like my life is not in order and the next day I'm too tired to do anything; to clean the house, to study or even to meet friends. So I started thinking, what can I do? Well, the thing is that I should just force myself to bed early to start with. Tomorrow that's the first thing I promise to do! What I managed to do already tonight was to listen to music.
Yes, I said - listen to music. And you might think that is silly... Anyway, I found these older songs that my boyfriend has sent me like two years ago. I really like them, they make me happy. I think it is really important that I started listening to something that has a meaning and that I - not others - like. A thing some people, including me, sometimes do is that they listen to music that they think other will like, what makes them more cool. When I started thinking about this I realized that I do that unconsciously. I don't realize that a thing that I do to enjoy myself I actually do only if I think others would think highly of me. THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU SHOULD DO. Yes, I like these very popular brand new hits on the radio as well but it's not the real thing. Because now it's the moment to put my headphones on, close my eyes, just relax and forget about everything else. Everything. And I would like to add that I know there are (many many) people who know how to do that and they couldn't care less what others think. I'm proud of you! That's how I want to be like too.
Thank you and good night from Finland!
And just to show you I'm not ashamed...
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